I have been missing you so much today, though I miss you every day. I was picking out family photo outfits and could not help but think of you and how you won't be in the photos next week. What kind of outfit would I pick for you, sweet baby? I realized that tomorrow would be baby dedication at church. The dedication that we would have participated in if you had been full term and here. My heart broke even more. I want you here more than anything. To top it all off, this week there has been major pro-life vs. pro-choice debates going on. Of course, I am pro-life. But it just angers me that it is an issue at all. It is insulting that some people never considered you a real life. How do all of these people think it is ok to kill a baby?! I was looking at your pictures today and loved looking at your tiny hand. I am going to drift to sleep now, thinking about holding your hand. I love you Michael.
Mommy
